"You are my sun, my moon, and all my stars."

My Dearest LB,

It seems appropriate that I would finally have time to start posting on Mother's Day.  This is our 3rd Mother's Day together, and I loved every minute of today's adventure.  You do not know this yet, but there was a time, for a good long while, that I did not think being a mommy was in my future.  Something earth shattering had happened, and I did not see myself collecting all the pieces.  But, as time went on, I got some good gorilla glue, and slapped that stuff back together, then came your Dad.  For a while I though he was the best thing that had happened to me, but then I met you.  March 4th, 2015 will be the day that I really truly learned what true love is.  (We can talk about this much later, when you are a little older)

You have made me realize that time moves too quickly, and that I need to slow down.  I have learned to be silly and carefree (mostly because it makes you laugh).  I have learned that I will never get a single second back, and I better make the best of every one that I am given.  For a long time, my pride and joy was being a nurse, and now it is being your "Momma".  So, in order to make myself happier, I have stepped away from that career, to focus on you.  You are my happiness.  I live to make you smile, to hear your contagious giggle.  I live for deciding between hard tickles, or soft tickles, or a good ol' raspberry on the tummy.  You are silly, and funny, and oh so curious
.  I cannot stress enough, that you should always stay that way.  You have made me a better person, the best person that I think I have ever been.

I have decided to write these little notes, and document our adventures, so that when I am old a grey, and cannot remember a thing, you can see your beauty through my eyes.  So that if you ever get lost in this massive crazy world, you can read these, and know that you are loved for every single thing that you are.  You my love, are my sun, the moon, and all the stars.  I cannot wait to experience all that life has to throw at us.

Until our next adventure.  I love you my Little Bear!    

Momma

Hmmmm....I wonder...